Monday, August 15, 2011

only one day

Your back figure as you left

I can’t forget it

Because I cherished you

‘Time will fix it all’

Was the support from my friends

But it is too less to bury you

In between the continuous trips

The thing that finds me again

It is your voice carried by the wind

Can you forget?



Day by day

The day that you aren’t here

Becomes a memory like yesterday

It burdens me so much

One day just for only one day

If only my hand can wipe your tears

Then I will tell you

My everything

The past memories I can’t forget

It hides the past nights

When the heartless times stops

On top of the promise I couldn’t keep

Is the dust that settled on top

Secretly, I clean it off with my tears

In between the large population

I’m looking for you again

My voice saying that I love you

Can you forget it

Day by day

The day that you aren’t here

Becomes a memory like yesterday

It burdens me so much

One day just for only one day

If only my hand can wipe your tears

Then I will tell you

My everything

In the split road of my destiny

Even if they say it is a shattered dream

I wish I can bring you back again

One day just for only one day

If I can get to see you

If this aged prayer can bring you back

What I couldn’t say

The words I couldn’t say that was deep inside my heart

Then I will tell you

I love you

One day just for only one day

If only my hand can wipe your tears

Then I will tell you

You are my everything

Please receive my last courage~



Sunday, July 24, 2011

I will forget

It's like this...
I will forget
From now on.
You are just..
Like a person i have not meet.
Even if we meet in the future,
and it may not even be a brief encounter,
I'm fine
I already forgotten
I'm happy in this busy world
Here, i have encountered love
Love is like this
It fades away after some time
It will be forgotten by people
Speaking of love
There will be others coming
It will surely be like this
Even if it hurts now,
as time passes,
The wounds will be healed
Talking about love
There will be others coming
Time will pass
Wounds will heal
I will forget you
I will forget
I will......

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Cookies are Selling

Hari Raya is almost near :)
i'm currently selling cookies for Hari Raya :)
have a look to our blog
ihfascokies@blogspot.com

Sunday, June 19, 2011

music, acting, or else can express your situation or mood. just choose either one to express your feeling. it can make you feel better.

a song for you

It was raining on the day I sent you away
The rain hid my tears of sadness
Its raining more today,too, as I miss u
The rain embraces me as I sob
By chance, when it rains do you think of me, too?
I can only vaguely hope
I sing a song for you
Can you hear my song?
I love u I love u
Can u hear my words?
Even if the world end, my song will last forever
I sing a song for you
Try to listen
So u can hear my voice calling for you  on rainy days like today
On the day u came to me
It was raining, too
U buried your face into my drenched chest
And kept on crying
That was the first face I saw of you
I’m sorry
Can you hear my words?
I couldn’t keep the promise I made to be together
I sing a song for you
Don’t forget these words
Whenever, wherever you are
If you call to me, i will come
With you
Don’t cry anymore
Don’t be hurt anymore
Whenever it rains like today
Picture me for a little whileAs I’m praying for you every night
Can you hear my song?
Even if the world end
My song will last forever
I sing a song for you
Try to listen
So you can hear my voice calling for you
on rainy days like today

Tuesday, April 26, 2011


The words that I want to say to you now,
Could be a little embarrassing
Since I usually just joke around with you
Please try to understand and listen
Honestly I thought
I didn’t deserve to love yet
When I first met you
I had no confidence
And I had worries such as that
As time passes
The time we spent together
I have gotten used to these precious moments
You are always by my side looking at me
I’ll be thankful for your trust and love
Now I’ll be mature
When you’re watching me
The scent of love that wont change
I’ll mature even more
When I look at you
With a trusting gaze that wont change
Now I’ll begin changing first
Words like I love you and I like you
Words that I couldn’t say and were awkward
I tried to make it light like a joke
Did I do wrong
Your heart hurt right
As time passes and the world changes
It seems that I’ve matured very little
Now you’re protecting me by my side
When I need your love and trust
~

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

if its you


I always saw you smiling
I knew from the moment I saw you
If its you
If the person by my side
Is you, if its just the two us together
Forever is possible
Darling, I will smile only for you
Darling, again for you sake, I will shed tears for you
If I could only love one person my entire life
Just one person, it would be you
I saw your sad expression
The tears I saw for the first time, pained me
If it was me, if it was me, by your side
If it was me, if we were together
We can be happy
Darling, I will always stay by your side
Darling, I will live only for you
If I could only have only one love my entire life, just one
That person would only be you
Like a tree with deep roots
When the wind blows
I will take the brunt of whatever comes to you
Be my magnificent flower
That blooms on my branch
Forever~

Saturday, March 26, 2011

i'm sorry

Maafkan saya jika saya bukan seorang sahabat yang baik. terlalu banyak perkara yang perlu saya perbaiki tentang diri saya. Untuk menjadi seorang sahabat yang baik, yang memahami itu agak sukar kerana itu memerlukan kesabaran dan pengorbanan. Saya mencuba untuk memahami perasaan seorang sahabat. Saya masih memerlukan seorang sahabat dalam membantu saya untuk menjadi yang terbaik. Bukan senang untuk memuaskan hati semua orang. Orang cakap " Kawan itu ramai. Tapi tak semua akan membantu apabila tiba waktu susah. Kawan apabila senang memang mudah dicari tetapi kawan ketika susah agak sukar dicari ". Kepada kawan-kawan, maafkan kekurangan saya..terima lah saya seadanya..mungkin suatu masa nanti saya akan menemui punca kekurangan saya ini.

ps: hmm..actually tak taw nk tulis panjang2 ni..

Friday, March 11, 2011

Dont expect much

Sometimes you think you are the best. but remember that you are not the best. Do not expect others to respect for everything you do. Do not expect people can understand you. because they have their own lives. try to accept the opinion of others.

Friday, February 25, 2011

Reality



Learn to accept reality. We as humans will never run away from problems. problems can come at any time. When we are faced with a suspected or resistance, we will begin to feel that the world is getting dark and endless. Everyone was afflicted with such incidents. I also. I will start to worry when I have a problem. I would feel depressed and that may want to solve the problem that time.

Problems will come from various aspects. Sometimes the problem is coming from theenvironment, friends, feelings and ourselves.

I remembered my friend. She had to say 'fatin, hati kita adalah milik kita. jangan biar orang lain menguasainya. apa pun yang terjadi, fatin kena kuat untuk menghadapinya. Allah tidak akan menduga seseorang umat itu lebih dari kemampuannya. jika fatin rasa fatin nak nangis,nangis lah fatin.mungkin itu akan melegakan fatin.kalau fatin rasa fatin boleh luahkan dengan menangis,fatin nangis lah. jangan seksa diri fatin. fatin kena ingat,semua dugaan yang datang adalah untuk mematang diri kita agar menjadi lebih baik dan belajar dari kesilapan yang lepas . When I have problems I will always remember these words. I hope I will continue to strive to become better person.

Every problem that comes is there a solution. we need to know how to deal with the problem will not worsen.

My father told me"cik,kalau rasa masalah kita itu berat sangat, jangan lupa solat,zikir banyak-banyak.minta banyak2 kat Allah.sesungguhnya Dia yang menurunkan dugaan dan Dia juga yang akan menyembuhkan".
ps: try as long as we can



Thursday, February 24, 2011

which way to go





Sometimes, we feel a situation where we need to choose the best path for our livesWhen we were in that situation, sometimes we have to sacrifice something that we want to have as well. No matter how severe, we should be prepared to face anything in the future. Because it is the way we choose and it will be shaping our lives. To choose that road, we will find out and get more knowledge about life that we've been through it. We will learn more and more about life. All the trials and challenges. Yet,we will be more mature in making decisions.

Monday, February 21, 2011

gudbye





Goodbye. I never liked to say that. because for me when I say goodbye, I will not see themagain. I was afraid of the word good-bye because I was afraid people would leave me.I prefer to use the word "daa" when I end my words. So if I text my friends, I will end withthe words daaa. haha. assorted lah. well,take care.daa

i love you




I love you. Haha. When hearing this word,people will say “ wahh..dah pandai dah sekarang..dah ada boyfriend lah tu”..haha..Hey,that was not like that. I just love to say I love you to all my friends especially women because I love them. But unfortunately I did not talk to the man. Haha. The fact that I have many female friends than male.
But this does not mean I am lesbian okay..
Just for fun only
I used to say to my family too


ps:tiba-tiba teringat zaman sekolah dulu (:

mood

My mood is changing 
but
it was me
haha


Sunday, February 6, 2011

hmmm

hey..what to say meyh..what to write..hmmm..just read this



As days goes and month pass by,
I was looking for you
I haven’t heard anything from you
You don’t even contact me
It is only temporary or maybe not
I’m lost
Where should I go
You leaving me behind
Where did you go
My two hand that you held, our promise,
How could you break it and leave me
It’s only a dream, you can’t fool me
Being alone by myself it’s too sorrowful
This is a bad dream, that’s what I think
Please I want to wake up from this bad dream
I’m expecting everything is a dream
Because everything is more realistic than the reality

is that okay
ahah
~~~

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Sunday, January 23, 2011

holiday


hey
holiday time
finally
lets make it perfect
lets enjoy the party 
see yeah
~~~

Friday, January 7, 2011

am i too late..

Am i too late...i dont know..but i hope i still have a time to revise everything in one week..just a week to go..hey..i'm rushing now..and a little bit stress...almost crazy..hahah...17-01-2011 is the important day..why..because i'm gonna sit for physic paper that day..so scared..anyone want to help me...huh..physic physic physic !..why you so hard to understand..a lot of formula..huh..come on fatin ! you can do it ! lets proud yourself...

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

...

this is how myface looks like when i felt sad... i found this for the best way to express my feeling i like to cry because when i cry i will feel better its weird right aha but thats me sometimes i will cry for nothing..so, dont even bother me when i cry because thats the way how can i find back my strength...aha..kidin'...
hope you guys will find ur happiness
happy happy always


Sunday, January 2, 2011

song for today

lets we sing along...i just found this song...lets feel the lyric


Pernah hati ini terguris 
Dengan fitnah dan tohmahan menghiris
Sehingga terasa diri ini hina
Kerana tiada siapa yang sudi membela
Kutabahkan hatiku harungi hidup
Biarpun tiada siapa yang menemani
Keseorangan aku di lautan sepi
Ditinggalkan mereka yang aku percayai

Namun ku tahu ada hikmahnya
Setiap segala yang menimpa diri
Kuserahkan segala padaMu Tuhan
Yang berkuasa jua mencipta
Kerana engkau MAha Mengetahui 
SEgala apa yang terbuku di hati

C/O:Ya Allah tidakku terdaya lagi
Menahan dugaan yang mencabar ini
Terasa bagai noktah telah kutemui
Mengakhiri segala yang telah aku mulai
Ya Allah engkau lindungilah aku
Bekalkanlah daku dengan limpahan iman
Agar tabahku menghadapi dugaan
Agar tidakku berhenti di pertengahan

Kini di sini aku berdiri
Bersama harapan yang tulus suci
Agar terbitlah kembali menteri pagi
Setelah malamku berkalut benci

goodbye 2010

HappY NeW yEaR EveRyoNe...all the best..be the best..because we are the best...